Shopping Trip!

Did a little required shopping today! I picked up some yoga shorts, fall boots,and face wash that came with free argon oil body lotion (which is amazing by the way). Can't wait to see how this face wash works.

HI! Have my face, got a new laptop so yeah it is now selfie central! and that's how happy I am to be doing sociology reading....

Family RANT! (NOT EDITED SORRY)

I'm on to my third post of the day guys, and I'm going to just say that it's because I've had two cups of coffee today and alongside that I'm just in a very chatty mood. Funny this is no one decides to text me today but when I'm in class during important lectures EVERYONE finds it necessary to start up a conversation with the oh so lovely Lovline (I'm not vain, I just find my name amusing to play around with). This post right here is going to be pretty sappy BUT whatever right? It's about my family and how much I honestly love them. I don't really give out much of my personality but I'm a pretty closed off person and I don't really show affection and it's not because I feel it's corny or anything I just don't do it and quite frankly I haven't the slightest idea why. Actually that's a lie, it's probably because I tend to live in my head and find it unnecessary to constantly provide the world with my emotions. I'm not ashamed nor am I embarrasses I'm a Virgo and that's just the way it is. Only Virgo's would understand. Back to the original topic, I do indeed love my family like CRAZY, not even going to lie I can be quite the itch B to them because when I get angry or annoyed my words can and will slash a human being in more than a million ways. I'm venomous and it kind of sucks to be the person I'm lashing out on. Not the impression I wanted to give out about my self because I'm honestly a very nice person and I respect everyone, I'm just not a nice angry/annoyed person :) But yeah random enough as dysfunctional as my family is they're pretty amazing individuals! My mom is the utmost annoying person in the universe and never seizes to dissapoint in the "Who can piss Lovline off in under a minute" category of my life, but she is also my biggest fan and supporter. I've probably changed and will continue to change my mind on what I want to do in life but throughout all the things I've came up with she's rooted me on 100% and never judged my choice, even when I was 6 and wanted to become a nun (AWKWARD!). Next up since I mentioned my mom, is my dad and OH BOY is there a lot to say about my relationship with him. We don't have the best father daughter relationship BUT I still love him endlessly and I know he loves me too. Honestly the only reason why our bond isn't as strong as it could be is because we come from two separate worlds and we're also the exact same people who coincidentally sit on opposite sides of the political fence of life. What I mean by that is that we have the same morals but approach them in different ways, for example he views the homeless as deserving the fate they have while I see it as poor human judgment and a lack of morality throughout the global community. He thinks that teens are these horrible creatures who need to be bound to their homes and books where I obviously think that we should be given the freedom to mess up and learn from our mistakes no matter what because I've definitely learnt a whole lot about my character from my MANY mistakes. All in all, we just have very strong personalities and it clashes so he sees my arguments and sometimes rude and arrogant and I do as well with him but that just shows that I am truly his daughter. Last but not least my AMAZING siblings! The second child ( I'm the oldest) my twin as I like to call him is also amongst the most annoying cell constructions I've ever come across but we're so alike it's honestly ridiculous. My two youngest siblings (ages 9 and 6) are purely my angels, I view them as my children as opposed to brother and sister. I've taken care of them all their lives and watching them grow up is such a beautiful thing (don't care how corny that sounds). I LOVE THEM! I don't know what I'd do without my family, they're so weird and embarrassing but I love everything about them.

Dracula and University...again

I'm aware I talk about University a lot but what the heck here it goes. I am currently engaged with the fine opportunity of reading Bram Stoker's Dracula for my first year English class and as a book worm I am openly going to state that so far this is not my cup of tea. I'm usually the type of person to start reading a book and even though the beginning doesn't catch my attention or seem to amuse me in any way, continue to read with interest because obviously the best is yet to come. With Dracula I've been experiencing the complete opposite of my usual reading style and judgment. I don't know if it's the fact that I'm not all too interested in the make belief story line or the Victorian book style but either way my attention span is very slim and I feel as though I'm skimming a lot of important information that could be of beneficial resources for class discussions and essay writing but oh well, that's why the internet is currently my best friend/resource. Hopefully after a few chapters my mood changes for the better and the count manages to spark a light in my heart for this odd and mysterious ways and behaviorism towards Johnathan Harker. I guess I'll blog every couple of days to keep updated tabs on how my readings are going just for the sake of observing my possible change of heart (if such an occurrence is to turn up). Wish me luck! as if that made sense....

Finally Pierced!

This is not going to be a long rant or anything, just wanted to share the fact that I finally pierced my nose and got my hoop after literally years of saying  I would get it done. I feel very much accomplished right now and it's a damn good feeling!

It's been a while!

So like the title states it has in fact been a while since I've posted here! Pretty positive nobody reads my rants/posts anyway but what the heck, I like writing nonetheless. Soooo since it's September 12th it's pretty obvious that I've started university already and I'm pleased to say that it is pretty darn awesome. Haven't really made any friends yet but I met some pretty awesome people during the oh so fun frosh week and that's always good right?! I guess I'm getting ahead of myself because I always expected to waltz into class and have great conversation with the person I sit beside or whoever sits beside me but everyone seems so focused and concentrated lol makes me feel sort of weird and a bit too friendly? I don't know but then again it is only the first week. I'm pretty sure people will eventually lighten up once we get more familiar with each other's faces and all that amazing post high school jazz. So far my favourite class is English and Psych comes right after that (since it is what I'm studying obviously) but yes English class has been pretty amazing and I've always loved English anyway so I totally knew beforehand that it would most definitely be my favourite class. Not to mention my prof is awesome as well. Not some old drone who has no sense of personality like I typically envisioned most profs would be like, but to my surprise only one out of my 5 are like that. I guess I should point out that my least favourite class and mainly because of the size (450 students) is sociology, don't get me wrong I love sociology and all but I'm not a fan of a class of 450 students....at all. 100 I can deal with but yeah that's out of control, I'm surprised I even snagged a seat. But yeah before this gets too long (as if it isn't already) I'll just stop here because I have to read half of Dracula anyway! Toodles for now non-existing readers...

Good mood!

I try to put myself in a good mood all the time but today it's just out of control, I love waking up happy and just knowing the rest of my day is going to follow that same path. First off I woke up to the perfect breeze and sunlight in my room, laid on my bed and just listened to Arcade fire for a good half hour, did some pilates stretches and now I'm here browsing tumblr and listening to more music. What makes it better is that I'm going out to sushi for lunch and honestly sushi is one of the things in life that makes me very happy lol as weird as that may be, it's true. Sushi and cupcakes are the only foods that will ever make me happy.

I really want a new job where I can walk in and just be happy about what I'm about to do and not whine and groan about my day. Job hunting soon!

Is it really worth it?

I'm honestly in the worst mood ever. I was supposed to be at the cottage right now but instead I'm here getting ready for work and missing out on one of the best weekends of summer for a job that I don't even like at all. I honestly wonder why we enslave ourselves to jobs that we really don't want to be doing just for money, I know money does run the world and all that but there are so many other things in life that can be enjoyed without the need and greed for money. I just wish I could quite my job, move away to a house in the woods or a farm somewhere far and just enjoy life as it is, without all the complications that we put upon ourselves. Is it just me or would life be much more simple if things went back to the way they used to be when things were merely 5 cents? I know it sounds insane and all but we're the ones who put "value" on things, before we roamed the earth as "intelligent human beings" there was no such thing as value and wealth, these things were never important, we're the ones who chose to  impose them into our conscious as being important and a very significant priority. I know I'm just one person complaining but I don't know why it's such a hard concept to grasp? People are so full of themselves and their material world that the simple things in life don't seem to matter whatsoever. It's honestly really sad and pathetic I'd say but it's ok as long as there are good ones out there there's always a possibility for a better world one day.

Lost Puppy

This is probably the most random post ever but it honestly bugs me how I have no sense of direction whatsoever! I've lived in this city for almost my whole life and I have no clue how to get around on my own :(  All I tried doing today was go to a library that I often go to with a friend to return my brother's book and I found myself on some random street that took me nowhere. I really need help and it's sad. Better yet I have no clue how to take public transportation to my university and school starts in what? 3 weeks? I.really.need.help. Maybe I just need a car and a GPS, then all my problems would be solved.

DREAMSDREAMSDREAMS

I honestly think I have the most simple/complicated dreams in life ever! All I want is to live somewhere in Europe in a cute house with an amazing balcony and view, as well as have a kick ass job like an interior designer, journalist, editor for a magazine, or an a & r. And to get there I would LOVE to take a nice long train ride and sip tea, read like 20 books and listen to my music. I need to make this happen somehow. There's no way I can stand to live in Canada for the rest of my life, I love it and all but it's so not for me.

Carleton University explorers!

Today I had quite the adventure with two of my friends who'll also be attending Carleton University in the fall with me. We went to hand in our "mandatory papers" and get our ID's but since I lost my wallet with all photo ID last week I couldn't get any of my ID's sadly :( and on top of that all the offices we needed were closed sooo I pretty much did nothing today but get lost at my future university, explore the book store, and find a spot to crash when I'm waiting for my next classes to start, yay! On the bright side we went to Denny's right after and it was a cute day especially since after high school we haven't really seen each other any more.  Anyways there WILL be more posts about uni because face it I'm going into first year and I'm pretty darn excited about that!

LOL

Sadly no pictures today, but I watched LOL at my best friends house before work and I fell in love! Miley needs to act in more movies. Always hits in my books. Could say I had a pretty cute rainy day, minus working later on.

University shopping?

After going to a uniform school for 6 years you sort of realize that you highly lack clothes and going into university like that is a HUGE problem! Sooo recently I've been hitting the malls and spending a tad over my usual budget and treating myself to a wonderful new wardrobe :)

I got 3 new tops and although yes it was only 3, they made my day entirely! So I got..

-A black high-low tank from Zara

-A brownish burgundy flowy top from Forever 21 and

-A 3/4 length sleeved nude sweater from Aritzia.

More pictures to come later on.

Let's introduce me!

Hey there! I'm Lovline, this is me, second pic was like 3 years ago when I still had my braces. I'm 17 soon to be 18, Environmental Studies student at Carleton University, I love Indie music, my favourite artist is Justin Vernon (Bon Iver) I actually love him with every cell in my body, no joke! Hmm what else? I love fashion, all types and not just what everyone follows, I have insane wanderlust to the point where I have a list of every place I wish to visit and let me tell you this, it's one heck of a list at that. Random but I'm not a big fan of summer, definitely a winter and fall type of girl, I love skating, hiking, any outdoor activity really, favourite colours are pink and nude, lol really not sure what more to say. There's just WAY too much, but that will flourish throughout my blogging for sure :)