Family RANT! (NOT EDITED SORRY)

I'm on to my third post of the day guys, and I'm going to just say that it's because I've had two cups of coffee today and alongside that I'm just in a very chatty mood. Funny this is no one decides to text me today but when I'm in class during important lectures EVERYONE finds it necessary to start up a conversation with the oh so lovely Lovline (I'm not vain, I just find my name amusing to play around with). This post right here is going to be pretty sappy BUT whatever right? It's about my family and how much I honestly love them. I don't really give out much of my personality but I'm a pretty closed off person and I don't really show affection and it's not because I feel it's corny or anything I just don't do it and quite frankly I haven't the slightest idea why. Actually that's a lie, it's probably because I tend to live in my head and find it unnecessary to constantly provide the world with my emotions. I'm not ashamed nor am I embarrasses I'm a Virgo and that's just the way it is. Only Virgo's would understand. Back to the original topic, I do indeed love my family like CRAZY, not even going to lie I can be quite the itch B to them because when I get angry or annoyed my words can and will slash a human being in more than a million ways. I'm venomous and it kind of sucks to be the person I'm lashing out on. Not the impression I wanted to give out about my self because I'm honestly a very nice person and I respect everyone, I'm just not a nice angry/annoyed person :) But yeah random enough as dysfunctional as my family is they're pretty amazing individuals! My mom is the utmost annoying person in the universe and never seizes to dissapoint in the "Who can piss Lovline off in under a minute" category of my life, but she is also my biggest fan and supporter. I've probably changed and will continue to change my mind on what I want to do in life but throughout all the things I've came up with she's rooted me on 100% and never judged my choice, even when I was 6 and wanted to become a nun (AWKWARD!). Next up since I mentioned my mom, is my dad and OH BOY is there a lot to say about my relationship with him. We don't have the best father daughter relationship BUT I still love him endlessly and I know he loves me too. Honestly the only reason why our bond isn't as strong as it could be is because we come from two separate worlds and we're also the exact same people who coincidentally sit on opposite sides of the political fence of life. What I mean by that is that we have the same morals but approach them in different ways, for example he views the homeless as deserving the fate they have while I see it as poor human judgment and a lack of morality throughout the global community. He thinks that teens are these horrible creatures who need to be bound to their homes and books where I obviously think that we should be given the freedom to mess up and learn from our mistakes no matter what because I've definitely learnt a whole lot about my character from my MANY mistakes. All in all, we just have very strong personalities and it clashes so he sees my arguments and sometimes rude and arrogant and I do as well with him but that just shows that I am truly his daughter. Last but not least my AMAZING siblings! The second child ( I'm the oldest) my twin as I like to call him is also amongst the most annoying cell constructions I've ever come across but we're so alike it's honestly ridiculous. My two youngest siblings (ages 9 and 6) are purely my angels, I view them as my children as opposed to brother and sister. I've taken care of them all their lives and watching them grow up is such a beautiful thing (don't care how corny that sounds). I LOVE THEM! I don't know what I'd do without my family, they're so weird and embarrassing but I love everything about them.